All I Want

All I've ever wanted is someone to hold me.
Be the one to treat me right.
All I've ever wanted is someone outgoing.
Be my light in the dead of night.
All I've ever wanted is someone who'll protect me.
Be there when I feel afraid.
All I've ever wanted is someone to guide me.
Be my shield against evil's sharp blade.
All I've ever wanted is someone who's kind.
Be that one person to care.
All I've ever wanted is someone who wants me.
Be with me one no one else is there.
All I've ever wanted is someone who's chivalrous.
Be the proof that manners aren't dead.
All I've ever wanted is someone forgiving.
Be the one to know I don't mean all I've said.

Of all the things I want, there's one truth I can honestly say:
The only thing I really want is one who loves me in every way.

Random Quote #9

"You are beautiful no matter what they say. Words can't bring you down. You are beautiful in every single way. Words can't bring you down. So don't you bring me down today." - Christina Aguilera

Good Advice #22

Don't hate yourself because of your faults. We all have our own. You're beautiful, faults and all. Just push forward and do your best and you will know no wrong.

Beautiful Suffering

All I wanted was to love you.
I only wanted you to be mine.
But you wouldn't give me your love.
Is wanting more such a crime?

You always made up excuses.
You claimed it wasn't your fault.
Based on what little you've given me,
I can only believe you want things to stop.

I've tried to be patient with you.
I've tried not to give in.
But you still keep dragging me on.
You do it again and again.

You beg me not to leave you.
You say you want me to stay.
But all you've given me is heartache.
All I want is to turn away.

I wish that we could fix things;
Put an end to all of this.
But you refuse to see reason.
Think of all the good that we miss.

What we have, it's not normal.
It's not good for either of our health.
To you I'm nothing more than property.
You don't know all the pain that I've felt.

But unlike you, I know life is beautiful.
I know that this darkness will end.
I'll get away from this pain and this suffering.
Unlike you I'll find a happy end.

Random Quote #8

"Shine bright like a diamond." - Rihanna

Good Advice #21

Amor Omnia Vincet- Love Conquers All

Empty Heart

I'm lying on the cold hard ground.
I don't know what to do.
Everything's so different now that I've stopped loving you.
I didn't want to leave you.
I didn't want things to change.
But as usual fate didn't want things to go my way.
I tried to fight against it.
I tried not to give in.
I didn't want the both of us to have to start again.
Things were once so perfect.
I hate how it has changed.
I wish that I could miss you and have things just stay the same.
But I can't help what I feel.
I can't help that I don't care.
That love that flowed between us; I just don't feel it there.
I'm sorry I have to hurt you.
I'm sorry I have to go.
It was never my intention to treat you so low.
We both must now move on.
We both must now forget.
I hope you can find another who will love you like you wish.

Random Quote #7

"Remember only God can judge you. Forget the haters cause somebody loves you." - Miley Cyrus

Good Advice #20

Don't give up on today because tomorrow can make all the difference.

Dirty Little Secrets

We all have little secrets.
We all have things to hide.
But to keep things from the one you love,
Don't you know I'd take your side.

Why do you still hide from me?
I thought we'd come so far.
I thought we'd gotten past this.
I thought we'd raised the bar.

But alas, you're still a stranger.
I know less than I thought.
The key to a relationship is communication.
Do you want us to fall apart?

I thought you said you loved me.
Doesn't that mean sharing the truth?
Or has that definition changed?
Is that a foolish part of my youth?

Why don't you feel you can talk to me?
I've always talked to you.
Why are you trying to push me away?
Do you want us to be through?

Well then keep your dirty secrets.
Hide behind your shame.
I thought we had something real.
To you it's just a game.

Random Quote #6

"If you're going through hell, keep on going. Don't slow down. If you're scared, don't show it. You might get out before the devil even knows you're there." - Rodney Atkins

Good Advice #19

Anticipation can be difficult, but it's often well worth it once you achieve that which you were anticipating.

Great Difference

They say we can't all be friends;
That we can't all get along.
But if we try to make it so,
Is it really so wrong?
Why can't people be pleasant?
Can't we accept our differences as such?
We're not cut from the same cloth.
Is that really a cause to fuss?
We can't change who we are.
We can't change what we feel.
We can't change what we believe.
We can't change what's real.
But is that really cause to fight?
Is it cause to disagree?
Not everyone can think and feel
The same as you and me.
And it's not fair to ask that.
It's up to them to change.
If there is speak of altering views,
It's not our place to say.
Allow others to be different,
And they'll allow you to do the same.
Every one of us is different.
That's what makes us great.

Random Quote #5

"And so they say Lord for everything a reason. For every ending a new beginning." - Carina Round

Good Advice #18

Do what you love. Follow your dreams. Not everything remains as it seems.

Can't Change

I can't change who I am.
I can't change what I feel.
I am my own person.
Everything I feel is real.
I couldn't change if I tried.
You can't change what I believe and say.
This is my own life.
I'm going to live it my way.
We live in a world of differences.
A world where we reap what we sow.
But even in this new age,
We still fear what we don't know.
What's the problem with different?
Why is it so wrong?
No two people are the same.
We all sing our own song.
So how are we expected to think alike?
We all feel what we feel.
Why can't we all just get along?
Is it so hard to believe it's all real?
Well I'm going to fight for what I believe in.
I'll fight for what others believe too.
It's not right to think yours is the only truth.
Theirs share a piece of truth too.
Believe in what you believe in,
But allow others to do the same.
America of bravery and freedom.
Let's put some truth to that name.

Random Quote #4

"Search endlessly. Fight til we're free. Fly past the edge of the see. No bended knee. No mockery. Somehow we still carry on." -Avenged Sevenfold

Good Advice #17

Don't fear what you don't know. Learn about it and try to  accept it. You may come to like change.

The SLENDER Man

Chasing you through the woods at night.
Always near but rarely in sight.
The longer you stare, the more likely you'll die.
He may have no face, but he still stares into your eyes.
You believe it's safe, so you decide not to sprint,
But beware for he will appear again.
To collect eight pages is your task.
Though afraid you may be, it's best to wear a calm mask.
The more afraid you seem, the more frantic you are,
The more likely he'll try to rip out your heart.
You must travel fast. You must work with speed.
Otherwise he'll catch you and on your flesh he will feed.
In the words of Rostin Amirani, the wisest man,
Who told of the evil upon our land,
"Fear the man, the slender man,
For he can do, what no one can."

Random Quote #3

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." -Marilyn Monroe

Good Advice #16

Sometimes it is logical to be illogical.

Without

How do I live without the ones I love?
How do I survive?
How do I accept that things can't always go right?
How do I move on?
How do I pretend?
How do I accept that things have to come to an end?
It was difficult already.
Things were hard enough then.
How am I going to survive now that things are like this?
I care so much about those I love.
They fill my heart and soul.
There's nothing now to fill the empty hole that has formed.
What am I supposed to do?
What am I to say?
I've never been one to move on when things don't go my way.
Perhaps it'd be better if I could join them.
It's be easier it's true.
Even now that you're gone I'll never stop loving you.

Random Quote #2

"It's not your fault." -Awolnation

Good Advice #15

Don't be afraid to try something new.

Second Chance

Should I let you back in again?
Should I give you a second chance?
Should I again give you my affection?
Do you deserve a second glance?

You once claimed you cared for me.
But then you lost your way.
And now you want my love again.
But this time, will you stay?

You broke my heart into pieces.
You tore me limb from limb.
But now you've returned.
Can I begin to trust you again?

I once envisioned a perfect life.
You and I united as family.
But you broke my trust and your promises.
Can I expect you to truly love me?

I let you inside of my world.
I showed you a side of myself so few have seen.
But you threw me away like trash.
You found yourself a new queen.

I don't know what to think now.
I don't know what to say.
Should we give this a second try,
Or would I be safer to go my own way?

That's the trickiness of second chances.
You can never be sure what you'll see.
Betray me once, shame on you.
Betray me twice, shame on me.

Random Quote #1

"Direct experience is an evasion, a hiding place for those without any imagination. To narrate is to create, while to live is merely to be lived." -Fernando Pessoa

Good Advice #14

If you're going to let someone back into your life, be fully aware of the possibility that the person may hurt you again.

Tired

I'm tired of this situation.
I'm tired of you.
I'm tired of making excuses.
I'm sorry, but I'm through.
I'm tired of fighting this losing battle.
I'm tired of your shame.
You don't show me affection.
To you it's just a game.
I'm tired of playing ignorant.
I'm tired of looking past your flaws.
They're not beautiful differences.
You're breaking all the laws.
I'm tired of playing the tool.
I'm tired of being used.
It's not fair the way you treat me.
I'm getting rid of you.
I'm tired of the lack of conversation.
I'm tired of all the fights.
You show no interest to fix things.
I'm tired of trying to makes things right.
I'm tired of all the heartache.
I'm tired of always being wrong.
This time, it's not me. It's you.
This time, it's you that's wrong.

Good Advice #13

Listen to your heart and be willing to realize when things have run their course.

I Am Death

The fear. The anguish. The sadness.
Just a few familiar to me.
The confusion. The anger. The betrayal, I far too often see.
I don't enjoy my duty.
It's a task I unwillingly take.
Destroying the life of another to preserve the one I make.
It's not like I have the option.
I would stop and quickly forget.
But the ones who gave me the orders have not let me retire just yet.
I must admit though, I enjoy the power.
Holding the lives of many in my hands.
But surely there must be another way to get a thrill just the same.
I don't wish to harm others.
I'd be peaceful if I had the choice.
But in the world I live in, I don't have such a voice.
In a sense, I guess I'm no different.
I'm a victim of myself.
I'm just as dead as they are to accept the gruesome task I've dealt.
But till my orders have ended,
I will continue on and on.
It's really not so bad for all once they see the prize they've won.
Of coursed not all are so lucky.
Some were more evil than I.
I had a duty to fulfill. They chose to summon my eye.
They, regrettably, must burn.
Such a shame I must admit.
To throw one's life away when there's so much for them in the end.
But I am not the judge.
I don not send them on.
That is the decision of one more powerful than all.
But they will find mercy there.
Of that, I am assured.
It makes my job much more tolerable than it otherwise would.
That's why I do continue.
That's why I send souls on.
Death is just the beginning. There's so much more once you're gone.

Good Advice #12

You have to be careful if you decide to be the type of person who is friends with everyone. You're more likely to get stepped on that way.

Hopeless Humanity

When sun is gone and moon is dead and words are dust and tears are shed,

What is left of this could, cruel world when anguish thrives and hatred fed?

When selfishness and greed are kings, what will be left of us?

For we will find no mercy in our fellow man since life is truly unfair.

Our courage is sinking like worn out ships upon a stormy sea.

We no longer trust each other or know what it means to be free.

We've become like wild beasts that have been locked inside a cage.

We are captive to ourselves and our own stupidity.

Rot and mold infest themselves inside our hearts and minds.

We no longer know how to care for those less fortunate than us.

If we will not rust each other and strive to learn compassion,

We condemn ourselves to death through our own wills and by our own hands.

Good Advice #11

Don't expect everyone to have the same mind set as you. Not everyone likes the same things. Not everyone has the same interests. I belief is no better than another. Part of life is being different and still being able to get along with your fellow man. Remember that next time you get into an argument with someone over something trivial.

Sick and Tired

I don't know what to say anymore.
I don't know what to do.
You refuse to allow me to get close to you.

It seems the more I try to work my way in,
The closer I try to be,
You panic and you run away and hide yourself from me.

You never open up to me.
You always stay closed off.
We've been together for so long, but now I've had enough.

I'm tired of making all the effort.
I refuse to play along.
Why are you incapable of seeing that you're treating me so wrong?

Enough of all this madness.
I'm leaving now for good.
Maybe now you'll realize how to treat a girl like you should.

Good Advice #10

Ask only for that which you are willing to give.

Trying Love

I'm trying to solve our problems.

I'm trying not to fight.

But no matter how hard I try, things never seem to turn out right.

I'm trying not to raise a fuss.

I don't want things to end,

But it seems like I'm the only one that's ever broken and bent.

Just once try to understand me.

Just once try to see my side.

I'm not as crazy as I seem. It's just my state of mind.

I know that things are hard for you,

But it's also hard for me too.

Our hearts are shut to each other. Our words are just too few.

I'm tired of suffering for you.

At times I want us to be through.

But I could never break things off. That's just too hard to do.

I guess I'll just keep shoving on.

I'll always take the fall.

It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

Good Advice #9

Whatever you decide to fight for, be sure it's well worth it.

Such a Shame

It's such a shame.
You're playing all of these games.
You're far too blind
To see what's in front of your eyes.
I give you all that I have,
But you still want more.
It's not enough for you.
It's never enough.
You expect perfection,
But I can't give you that.
Why won't you let me go?
Why won't you release me?
You keep leading me on.
You won't admit that you don't care.
You try to feel something,
But you can't.
You never have.
You never will.
Admit it.
Just let me go.
I don't want this.
You don't want this.
Move on.
Stop lying to yourself.
Stop lying to the world.
Stop lying to me.

Good Advice #8

If you are to love, love unconditionally.

Hopelessly in Love

What should I do?
Should I do as they say?
Should I do what they want and just walk away?
Sadly it's true,
We've had our problems I'll admit,
But I'm not sure I'm ready to give up just yet.
You don't treat me right.
It's not normal our ways.
But I love you so much. I can't help but stay.
I can't just end things.
This pain is too much.
I could never bring myself to do as such.
Why can't we improve?
Why can't things be right?
Why must everything end in a fight?
They say that I'm blind,
That I don't see what you do to me,
It's all too clear, but I can't make myself free.
I guess I'll just suffer.
I'll let you reign on.
What else can I do? It's already gone wrong.

Good Advice #7

Learn the difference between hope and ignorance. It can save you a lot of heart break.

My World

You have my love.
You have my heart.
Though worlds away, we'll never part.

I am yours,
And you are mine.
I'll love you till the end of time.

Through good and bad,
Through thick and thin,
My love for you will have no end.

You are my world.
You are my light.
You're the one that keeps me safe at night.

I've never felt so loved before.
You'll be in my thoughts forevermore.

Should you ever leave remember this:
You'll never find another who'll love you like this.

Good Advice #6

Love without fear. The more you worry, the less things are going to go your way. You panic and you end up hurting the person you care for. Don't let your mind wander towards the darkness of getting your heart broken. Just relax and enjoy yourself. Maybe the other person will too.

Insanity

Insanity is working its way into my heart and soul.

I can't take this.

I can't do this.

These feelings are ripping me apart.

But I keep fighting.

I keep trying to find the light.

I drag myself from the abyss.

But it's hard.

It's so hard.

I can't do this.

I can't take this.

It's killing me inside.

I need an escape.

There is none.

I see the abyss.

I stand close.

I try to run.

I trip.

I fall in.

I'm gone.

Good Advice #5

Don't be afraid to be a little crazy. Let loose and have fun every now and then.

A Fighting Chance

"Don't be hatin'" is what they say,

Even though things never go your way.

You try and you try with all of your might,

But things never seem to turn out right.

Don't ever give up. Hold on to your dreams.

Things aren't always as difficult as they seem.

You can do anything you put your mind to.

If one door closes, another will open just for you.

People will tell you that you'll never make it there.

They'll say you're wasting your time. You're not going anywhere.

Though all myths do have a grain of truth,

Even the smallest seeds have the chance to bear fruit.

Whenever you screw up, keep your head held high.

Good things happen to those who try.

Good Advice #4

Don't let others get to you. People are going to say what they think, whether it's right or not. They'll hurt you and make you think you're the worst person on the planet, but that doesn't mean it's true. Be yourself, and don't let others change you. You're beautiful just the way you are, and don't ever forget it.

User

You say it's just a game. You say it's nothing at all.

That is what you always say until you take it too far.

You always seem to use me. You always seek my aid,

But when it's your turn to return the favor, you never do the same.

I've done nothing to make you hate me. I've never steered you wrong. 

Why do you feel the need to treat me so very, very wrong?

You act as if I don't exist until you need something done.

Then you come looking for me and treat me like I'm number one.

I'm sick of all your childish games, of all this pointless mess.

I'll just have to find myself a better friend I guess.

So when you wrong another and I refuse to right your mistake,

Take this as a lesson not to screw over the friends you make.

Good Advice #3

If you are to speak, be sure you are prepared to follow through in action. Otherwise it is likely better left unsaid.

Outsider

Poor sweet girl.

Always pretending to be someone she's not.

Always misunderstood.

Never accepted.

Never letting anyone inside.

Never showing the pain she feels.

Never being who she is.

Always alone.

Always sad.

Always left behind.

Always weeping.

Always lost.

Never found.

Always the outsider.

Forever silent.

Good Advice #2

Never give up. Never give in. Fight for what you have. If it's worth fighting for, it's worth holding on to.

Death's Enemy

I met Death once.

It was many years ago.

I met him in an alleyway.

The night was dark and cold.

His face was that of sadness.

His eyes were hard as stone.

His skin was cold as ice.

His voice warned doom to come.

Death said he's show me things.

He said I'd enjoy my stay.

He said he's take me places

Both beautiful and far away.

I saw that Death was cunning,

But I was cunning too.

I knew that if I followed,

My Earthly life would be through.

With an air of false regret,

I refused Death's gracious offer.

My refusal angered Death.

He sensed that I was smarter.

Death said my life would end.

It would end in pain and sorrow.

He said he'd make me suffer;

That I'd be lucky to survive till tomorrow.

But I did not fear Death.

I did not fear to leave.

Only those who fear Death

Will fall down to their knee.

Only those that are cowardly

Will leave their lives behind,

And follow Death on a journey,

An endless one through time.

Death saw that I outwitted him, 

For don't all of you see?

Those who do not fear Death,

They never truly leave.

Their souls will take their places 

In Heaven or in Hell.

Their bodies will be buried

And decay as everyone's will.

But their legacy will live on.

It will live on through and through.

Those who don't fear live life to the fullest

As all of us should do.

That's why Death did not take me,

For fear he did not see.

Those who do not fear,

Death's enemy they'll always be.

Good Advice #1

Remember the past. Focus on the present. Plan for the future.

Such a Shame

It's such a shame.

You're playing all of these games.

You're far to blind

To see what's in front of yours eyes.

I give you all that I have,

But you still want more.

It's not enough for you.

It's never enough.

You expect perfection,

But I can't give you that.

Why won't you let me go?

Why won't you release me?

You keep leading me on.

You won't admit that you don't care.

You try to feel something,

But you can't.

You never have.

You never will.

Admit it.

Just let me go.

I don't want this.

You don't want this.

Move on

Stop lying to yourself.

Stop lying to the world.

Stop lying to me.

Prison of Souls

Trapped inside the Prison of Souls.

The road ahead that no one knows.

A tortured maze where there is no light.

The scent of corpses fills the night.

Inside your head is a continuous cry.

Increasing in sound, on your nerves it does pry.

The wail of others fills your ears. 

A painful death is what one fears. 

To steal you in the dead of night,

Without the chance to even fight.

To slowly tear your soul apart.

From your body it must part.

To bag you away, triumphantly grim.

A tasty feast Death has won again.

Distrust and roaming eyes appear.

Betrayal slowly drawing near.

The prison of souls, a dreadful place.

One I fear we all must face.

Inside of us, though there is light,

Darkness will come to blur our sight.

It be too late for us to see.

Our final downfall the Prison of Souls will be. 

Alleluia!

The Lord has risen! Praise God and all he does. Happy Easter to all of you beautiful people!

The Battle of Good and Evil

Both of the armies marched off to battle,
Each soldier heavily armed.
Both sides planned to defeat the other
Before the day was done.
A righteous sight those dressed in white,
With courage in their hearts.
A fiery red bears the leader of the Dead,
Both cunning, wicked, and smart.
Through their lips comes a battle cry.
In their eyes burns a fiery passion.
Neither side would end their fighting
Until the other's annihilation.
With swords and shields brandished high, the battling armies fought on.
Both sides knew who would be the victor even though the battle had just begun.
The leader of the Dead, all dressed in red, to his death he did drop.
The righteous white conquered all in sight and destroyed all that was dark.
But though the white prevailed, for us the battle goes on.
The leader of the Dead we all must face, for born into sin is everyone.
But even though evil does occasionally win and sometimes does come out on top,
The righteous white will be right there to be sure that the battle never does stop.

Betrayal

How can you say that I don't care?

Whenever you were down, wasn't I there?

I cared so much, but you can't see.

You went behind my back, and you betrayed me.

I want to forgive you.

I want things to be right,

But you're determined to ignore me.

Why must we fight?

I tried so hard to win you back,

But all you did was stab a knife in my back.

So next time you're stuck,

When your throat is drawn tight,

And you need a friend to get you through the night,

I'm not going to be there for your shoulder to cry.

You pushed me away and said goodbye.

I refuse to come back.

I'm finished with you.

I'm sick of this battle.

It's over. I'm through,

So when I won't return, and your heart breaks and dies,

Don't bother asking. You already know why.

Greetings

Hello people of the internet. Welcome to my blog. This blog is created only for my writings, mostly poetry. I would appreciate any comments on my work, and I would enjoy reading and commenting on any work you might post. Criticism is fine, but any unnecessarily rude comments WILL BE DELETED. Thank you and happy reading!