Sunday, June 30, 2013

Tired

I'm tired of this situation.
I'm tired of you.
I'm tired of making excuses.
I'm sorry, but I'm through.
I'm tired of fighting this losing battle.
I'm tired of your shame.
You don't show me affection.
To you it's just a game.
I'm tired of playing ignorant.
I'm tired of looking past your flaws.
They're not beautiful differences.
You're breaking all the laws.
I'm tired of playing the tool.
I'm tired of being used.
It's not fair the way you treat me.
I'm getting rid of you.
I'm tired of the lack of conversation.
I'm tired of all the fights.
You show no interest to fix things.
I'm tired of trying to makes things right.
I'm tired of all the heartache.
I'm tired of always being wrong.
This time, it's not me. It's you.
This time, it's you that's wrong.

Good Advice #13

Listen to your heart and be willing to realize when things have run their course.

Sunday, June 23, 2013

I Am Death

The fear. The anguish. The sadness.
Just a few familiar to me.
The confusion. The anger. The betrayal, I far too often see.
I don't enjoy my duty.
It's a task I unwillingly take.
Destroying the life of another to preserve the one I make.
It's not like I have the option.
I would stop and quickly forget.
But the ones who gave me the orders have not let me retire just yet.
I must admit though, I enjoy the power.
Holding the lives of many in my hands.
But surely there must be another way to get a thrill just the same.
I don't wish to harm others.
I'd be peaceful if I had the choice.
But in the world I live in, I don't have such a voice.
In a sense, I guess I'm no different.
I'm a victim of myself.
I'm just as dead as they are to accept the gruesome task I've dealt.
But till my orders have ended,
I will continue on and on.
It's really not so bad for all once they see the prize they've won.
Of coursed not all are so lucky.
Some were more evil than I.
I had a duty to fulfill. They chose to summon my eye.
They, regrettably, must burn.
Such a shame I must admit.
To throw one's life away when there's so much for them in the end.
But I am not the judge.
I don not send them on.
That is the decision of one more powerful than all.
But they will find mercy there.
Of that, I am assured.
It makes my job much more tolerable than it otherwise would.
That's why I do continue.
That's why I send souls on.
Death is just the beginning. There's so much more once you're gone.

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Good Advice #12

You have to be careful if you decide to be the type of person who is friends with everyone. You're more likely to get stepped on that way.

Sunday, June 16, 2013

Hopeless Humanity

When sun is gone and moon is dead and words are dust and tears are shed,
What is left of this could, cruel world when anguish thrives and hatred fed?
When selfishness and greed are kings, what will be left of us?
For we will find no mercy in our fellow man since life is truly unfair.
Our courage is sinking like worn out ships upon a stormy sea.
We no longer trust each other or know what it means to be free.
We've become like wild beasts that have been locked inside a cage.
We are captive to ourselves and our own stupidity.
Rot and mold infest themselves inside our hearts and minds.
We no longer know how to care for those less fortunate than us.
If we will not rust each other and strive to learn compassion,
We condemn ourselves to death through our own wills and by our own hands.

Monday, June 10, 2013

Good Advice #11

Don't expect everyone to have the same mind set as you. Not everyone likes the same things. Not everyone has the same interests. I belief is no better than another. Part of life is being different and still being able to get along with your fellow man. Remember that next time you get into an argument with someone over something trivial.

Sunday, June 9, 2013

Sick and Tired

I don't know what to say anymore.
I don't know what to do.
You refuse to allow me to get close to you.

It seems the more I try to work my way in,
The closer I try to be,
You panic and you run away and hide yourself from me.

You never open up to me.
You always stay closed off.
We've been together for so long, but now I've had enough.

I'm tired of making all the effort.
I refuse to play along.
Why are you incapable of seeing that you're treating me so wrong?

Enough of all this madness.
I'm leaving now for good.
Maybe now you'll realize how to treat a girl like you should.

Good Advice #10

Ask only for that which you are willing to give.

Sunday, June 2, 2013

Trying Love

I'm trying to solve our problems.
I'm trying not to fight.
But no matter how hard I try, things never seem to turn out right.
I'm trying not to raise a fuss.
I don't want things to end,
But it seems like I'm the only one that's ever broken and bent.
Just once try to understand me.
Just once try to see my side.
I'm not as crazy as I seem. It's just my state of mind.
I know that things are hard for you,
But it's also hard for me too.
Our hearts are shut to each other. Our words are just too few.
I'm tired of suffering for you.
At times I want us to be through.
But I could never break things off. That's just too hard to do.
I guess I'll just keep shoving on.
I'll always take the fall.
It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.

Good Advice #9

Whatever you decide to fight for, be sure it's well worth it.