Without

How do I live without the ones I love?
How do I survive?
How do I accept that things can't always go right?
How do I move on?
How do I pretend?
How do I accept that things have to come to an end?
It was difficult already.
Things were hard enough then.
How am I going to survive now that things are like this?
I care so much about those I love.
They fill my heart and soul.
There's nothing now to fill the empty hole that has formed.
What am I supposed to do?
What am I to say?
I've never been one to move on when things don't go my way.
Perhaps it'd be better if I could join them.
It's be easier it's true.
Even now that you're gone I'll never stop loving you.